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oalaah muuuz muz. wes ngerti kamu gak pergi ke gereja kayak dia. dia gak sholat akayak kamu lho yo lapo jek ngarepno dee. ilingo iku lho bedomu iku kadoen. ILINGOOOOO

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Dreaming

I love imagining we have our wedding in Chateau de Challain, France. you with your black tuxedo, looking back at the castle’s door. the door open, music by The Verve – Bittersweet Symphony instrumental playing and I walk with my white mermaid dress. walk into you. we swear will love each other for rest of our life. everybody clap and love us. we went out and carry by horse-drawn carriage.

next year, we have our first boy. he would be handsome as you and has narrow eyes as us, his name is Liam Leonardo K.

5 years, we have twin girls, they would be pretty as me and has narrow eyes too, their name are Tiffany Estrella K. and Luna Epsilon K.

I’ll be a success notary, a famous writer and have the most branded clothing line named ‘my supernova’ and you would be beside me no matter what, though you’ll lead your family company and be a motivator, you still be a super great husband and daddy for our children.

wish it could be real someday..

huaaah

dear wlk, poor me can love you

we have soooo many differences. but I think I like you.

 

regards, your fan.

Apa sih perbedaan itu?

katanya perbedaan dalam cinta itu indah, tapi apa kalau beda agama itu juga indah?

aku sampai detik ini juga gatau kenapa, aku bisa jatuh cinta sama orang yang jelas jelas beda agama sama aku. bahkan beda ras. bukannya bersikap rasis. aku jawa, dia cina. aku sama sekali gak  bermasalah dengan itu semua, begitu juga dengan dia. meskipun kami berbeda, kami tetap bersikap baik.

tapi apa keluargaku dan keluarganya juga akan bersikap begitu?

bahkan mamaku saja berkomentar begini saat melihat fotok dan fotonya, “kamu jangan bergaul terlalu dekat sm orang yg non muslim,” beliau juga bergidik saat tau dia keturunan cina.

emang apa sih salahnya? kalau beda agama aku tau itu salah, tapi beda ras? apa itu juga salah?

aku gak ngerti mesti cerita masalah ini ke siapa. kebanyakan sih mereka kontra. tapi yah…. aku juga gatau kenapa yang merespon aku malah yg non muslim. kenapa bukan cowok yang aku ceritakan di postingan terakhirku. kenapa tidak tepat semua?

Could it be real?

I have a charming man. he’s my highschool friend. he’s so smart, can play many music instruments, has sharp eyes and the most I like, he has same music sense as mine. but too bad, he fall in love with someone who throwed him as a trash.

last month, there was an event in my school. when I took a rest and went to inside of mushola, there was him with his guitar. I asked him to play Oasis – Wonderwall, a song which if I listen always reminds me of him.

he played his guitar and start singing. we sang together. I won’t forget that scene. I know he just sang, not with his feeling.

can I expect if someday he would play that song only for me? I know, it’s so impossible. he loves anyone else, not me.

how lucky you are, a girl who loved by him. I envy you :’)

 

Oasis – Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they’re gonna throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

Back beat, the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I’m sure you’ve heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don’t know how

Because maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you’re my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they’ll never throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you’re not to do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do, about you now

And all the roads that lead you there are winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I
Would like to say to you but I don’t know how

I said maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you’re my wonderwall

Random Thoughts on my mind

I don’t know what I would write but… I feel really sad now. I miss someone who….. I know he may forget me now. I’m his nothing, though he’s my everything.

I don’t receive his message for a week and it makes me think that he’s busy with his activity and… his girl friends? hahahaha poor me. I know, it’ll be so impossible if I can date him :””D

aaah~ I’m so sad you know. I don’t know why I so fall in love with him. really. poor. me.

Saturday, IT’S FREE DAY, BABY!

after a week of hectic day of midtest, finally we meet weet saturday! say HURAY!

I can woke up late today! pay revenge of all less sleep because flooded by tasks. hahaha

after that, I made fresh french fries by myself :3 but it takes abt 2 hours for put in the frypan

so, I went to the salloon, had some creambath and massage. I FELT SO ALIVE~

semua rasa penat dan keki hilang semua wakakakak

 

went home and I fried the french fries and ate it a lot like a monstah! lolll

feel sleepy? don’t worry, TODAY IS SATURDAY! let’s sleep again! zzzzz